So, I've been with Nick, traveling around more or less aimlessly, since all of the bullshit on Friday. I didn't... I feel like an asshole for not noticing before, though Nick assures me that it was some kind of mindwhammy that kept me from noticing until it is over. He's been missing. Not in the physical sense, he was still here to move and eat and occasionally say something, but in the mental/spiritual/whatever sense. He was a little busy fighting a hoard of knights riding unicorns, and fuck if that isn't the weirdest thing I've ever had to accept as reality, even with fucking shared dreams and faceless stalkers and teleporting murderers.
Okay, sometimes having a lover that half exists on a plane of existence that makes no damn sense to you is a little frustrating. Here, though, it's mostly just terrifying. That's six days. Six days, he was gone, and I didn't fucking notice because a UNICORN was screwing with my head? What the crap is that? I've been functionally alone for six days. I almost lost him, and I didn't even fucking know about it till it was over because he was still there and breathing and seeming fine. Still curling up with me at night. Still...
Well, fuck. Anyway, he's here now. And I... I'm going to go enjoy his company while I have it.
Damn Skippy you are. And I've got a bottle of scotch with our names on it.
ReplyDeleteOh jeez. Yes please.
ReplyDeleteJeez. That really sucks. I'm sorry.
ReplyDeleteThere's not much you can do, eh? Just have to deal with it all as it comes.
ReplyDeleteDid your background change?
ReplyDeleteAlso, unicorns, what?
Make sure he doesn't start moving around in his delusional state. I mean, it wouldn't be very safe for someone to be running around chasing unicorns in the streets.
ReplyDelete@jetex: Ahem... "delusional"? Dude, don't talk about what you don't understand.
ReplyDeleteThis is the sort of thing I usually file under "It happened, I will never understand, moving on."
ReplyDeleteJessie, thank you.
ReplyDeleteSpence, yeah. That's the plan.
Atalanta, yes, it did. And you'd have to read his post, I certainly can't explain it.
Jetex, shut up if you don't know what you're talking about, asshole.
Ryuu, thanks
MrStumblr, fair enough. I don't either, really. I've pretty much learned to just accept what he tells me about that stuff, because it never really makes sense to me-sorry Nick.