Thursday, August 11, 2011

Keep Moving

That's the plan, anyway. We left NYC yesterday,after saying a fond farewell to Rachael. It was nice, staying with her, rather peaceful, but the longer we stayed there the more danger we were all in, from her and from all the things chasing me.

So we're off, to visit another friend. Again, not telling you lot where I'm headed, I don't want an unpleasant surprise when I get there, and the person I'm visiting would definitely not thank me for bringing down a storm of proxies on their home. Suffice it to say that I am going to see a friend who's got more information that could be useful.

I'm starting my work back again. I'd been slacking, hadn't really done any research and I've only read one or two new blogs in the past several weeks. Fuck that shit. I've been wallowing too damn long. It's time to start fighting properly again, instead of just getting by.

I have a goal, one that is hard but definitely possible, and I'm doing everything in my fucking power to make sure I achieve it.

In the meantime, I have something Spencer gave Cam that I have the permission to post and discuss. Expect to see that within the next couple days, as soon as we stay someplace with a scanner. I have a couple of other topics that I'm planning research posts on within the next week or so as well.

I'm not going to roll over and fucking die because of all of this. Cam made it pretty clear he wanted me to live.


  1. Sure, that's what we all want for you, Elaine, not just Cam.
    The question is, do you want that too...?

  2. The Mad Ventriloquist is glad to hear that Elaine is doing research again. Wallowing can do so much. Although it does leave room for a lot of TV time. The Mad Ventriloquist has been watching soap operas. They are actually kind of interesting.

  3. You are going to fight? Damn. DDo you mean research or you really mean putting opposition to him?

  4. TMV, yeah, I don't watch much TV. Our lives are already a little too much like soap operas.

    Travis, mostly research, but I'll fight if I need to.

  5. Talkd to Konaa and Nessa. They're doing alright.

    That said, so much to do, so little time. Keep it together, alright?

  6. Good to hear. Thank you. I'll try.

  7. "Yellow sheets on a Hong Kong bed
    Stazybo horn and a Slingerland ride
    "To the carnival" is what she said
    A hundred dollars makes it dark inside
    Edna Million in a drop dead suit
    Dutch Pink on a downtown train
    Two-dollar pistol but the gun won't shoot
    I'm in the corner on the pouring rain

    Hey little bird, fly away home
    Your house is on fire, your children are alone
    Hey little bird, fly away home
    Your house is on fire, your children are alone."

  8. ... I'm not sure if you're Maurice or Bryan, but how about you just give us back Rachael.

  9. Glad to hear that someone's trying to get back in the game..Keep at it Elaine. I hope you reach your goal. As long as it's possible, it's achievable.