Saturday, June 18, 2011

A Small Worry

I'm pretty sure I lost time this morning, and the scary thing is that if I hadn't accidentally left my alarm on, I never would have noticed.
I woke up at like... 9 something. 9:20? And I rolled right back over, because I was up till nearly 6 AM. But I didn't go back to sleep. I was totally awake and lucid for what felt like five minutes, then I rolled over and checked the time again, deciding to just get up so I could check on Scott, Joel, and Lucas, and my alarm clock read 11:01.
Guys, there's no way in hell I could have slept through my 11 o'clock alarm if I was awake and lucid a MINUTE after it went off. And I know that I didn't consciously turn it off, but it was turned off for the morning
So, either I fell back asleep and woke up without realizing it a minute after my alarm went off, having somehow turned off my alarm clock in my sleep, or I lost almost two hours.
Uhm. For various reasons I'm not going to describe, I'm highly aware of my mental state. I would have noticed the whole waking up again sleepiness thing. AND I'm a light sleeper. And honestly, I'm not sure it's physically possible to sleep through doing something so thoroughly it doesn't bleed through in a dream or something and yet wake up a minute later.
I'm too scared to ask Cam if he saw anything. Odds are, he's still asleep. We've both been sleeping during the day as much as we can.


  1. Yeah, I didn't mention it that much, I guess i put it to being sick, like I just forgot or something. My sleep patterns were all weird, like I'd lose time.


  2. Yeah. Fucking terrifying is what it is. I don't like the idea I did something don't remember.

  3. Indeed, it's the sudden lack of trust in yourself that you get when it happens. Like my little freak out before the whole dreamy cottage thingy. I think that's kind of why people felt the need to film themselves.

  4. Yeah, I don't want to see Slenderp standing over my bed via camera. I've talked to Cam, we're sleeping in shifts now. We'll stop each other if we're not really us.

  5. Losing time is awful. Let me know when the lucid dreams begin. Those are soooo much fun.